Colours

its been awhile since i last blogged.
dunno why but my life has become sort of like a stand still for me.
while everyone else around me has life zooming by, occupied with so many activities.
i seem to be where i was since the beggining of the year.
kinda depressing to feel that you're not advancing.
life feels painfully slow now.

i was talkin to a friend yesterday and i realised that i had nothing to look forward to.
people get through a day feeling contented and happy cos they look forward to something,
like meeting someone, going for a movie or whtever.
it keeps them happy..
now i'm wondering, wht do have to look forward to??
heck, i didn't even look forward to my birthday.
it kinda sucked. spent it in camp..
haha :!
i dunno whats gotten into me.
everything seems to lose meaning and i feel that
nothing feels right. food has lost its taste, music has lost its meaning.
i feel that the everything around me has lost its colour.

hope the colours in my life will return.