Friday, July 29, 2005


its been awhile since i last blogged.
dunno why but my life has become sort of like a stand still for me.
while everyone else around me has life zooming by, occupied with so many activities.
i seem to be where i was since the beggining of the year.
kinda depressing to feel that you're not advancing.
life feels painfully slow now.

i was talkin to a friend yesterday and i realised that i had nothing to look forward to.
people get through a day feeling contented and happy cos they look forward to something,
like meeting someone, going for a movie or whtever.
it keeps them happy..
now i'm wondering, wht do have to look forward to??
heck, i didn't even look forward to my birthday.
it kinda sucked. spent it in camp..
haha :!
i dunno whats gotten into me.
everything seems to lose meaning and i feel that
nothing feels right. food has lost its taste, music has lost its meaning.
i feel that the everything around me has lost its colour.

hope the colours in my life will return.


Blogger Jun said...

hey cheer up brother! tats not like u man... come on ur life cant be as bad as mine... i mean... im rottin everyday! seriously... i think u juz need to relax more and take things easily... mayb its easier for an outsider to say tat but... ya juz think positive thoughts...
and wad do u mean u got nothin 2 look 4ward to! dont forget u still got ur friends man... ur brudders! haha~ juz take care k... life as a cadet is tough...

July 30, 2005 at 8:46 AM  

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