A fairytale............

Once upon a time, there was a guy who met a girl outside a club and was immediately smittened by here............

hello one and all... i'm the guy in the story so here goes.....
blah blah blah blah......
you know what, i was gonna take this opportunity to pour my heart and say how heartbroken i am..
Fuck that....
i ain't that weak.. alright, i try to be mr nice.. be sensitive to your feelings and i even compromise.. i could walk away and leave you feeling like shit but guess what, i decided to hang around.. So, as the last nice thing i do for YOU!!!! i hung around till you were ready to let go..
and i guess you did.. There ya go.. Happy now?? happy that you literally destroyed, temporary that is, my Happy Feeling.. but its all worth it cos now you can have everything you want!
you got friends who care, a Boyfriend who pampers you (most of the time) and a social life in Uni which is soooo impt to you.. but i guess i'm just 2 nice... i couldn't bare to see you hurt so i decided to put myself out there for you...
there ya go.. i hope you found what you're looking for..
making me the scapegoat and throwing me aside. i guess i should have known better but i let my heart do the walking for me.. i wish that it isn't u who wants this but you wrote it to me, so i can only take it that you meant it. Say what you mean and mean what you say...
you know what pisses me off the most, that i convinced myself that this is gonna be different and that you weren't like most girls.. hmmm.... WRONG!!!
3 strikes, my fren told me, 3 strikes and thats it.. but i gave in to you time and time again but it was me who was struck out..

but all that was just my anger...
i hope that you learn from this and.......... HOLD the fuck on....
i don't care what you learn from this.. hmm, maybe how to break a guy's heart..
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.... this is me babe... this is all ME.... maybe it was better that you didn't get with me or else i would have thrown you out of my house and... OH wait, you already experienced that rite...
nice and sensitve, fuck that, maybe cold and cowardly....
maybe..
i'm not the least bit hurt... i'm not the least bit affected by this cos you are not worth my time and attention... i have had it with people pushing me around like i'm some nice guy..
fuck that!!!!! i'm gonna just walk away so you can taste the sand that i kicked in your face...

well, i don't think that you will read my blog anymore since you "lost" my number, probably deleted my msn.. and never wanna talk to me ever again...
hmm, strange cos i don't remember doing anything wrong..

SO... ladies and Gents, and my fellow good frens who read this post.. i hope you find it entertaining and amusing.

Peace Biatch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S: all materials were in one way or another are based on actual events.. Enjoy :)

Smoothness

Whoohoooooo ladies and gent.. this bad boy had the best week in a long time..
haha..
Mon: i worked hard and i got rewarded followed by Mr john Legend.. he was awesome, talented and charismatic... he's got 5 stars man!!! hahaha...
Tues: Muse!!!!!!!!! i love Muse.. thanks to ms ling yu and her very very nice bf Mr Sam for providing the tics. i owe u guys big.. Starlight!!! my fav song was played at the ending, i was literally screaming along.. hahaha.. i hope they come back again..
Wed: Met my good frens from sec sch.. man, i miss them.. seems like everything in our lives has turned out for the best.. even for mine.. hahaha..
Thursday: had a lovely dinner with my mum :) can't bear to see my mum alone at home for long.. and whoever has a prob with that.. Erm... ok lo... hahaha..
Friday: met my canoeing team for the first time in ages.. found out that my ex is attached to another teammate.. pretty upsetting but i guess i can only be happy for her cos i know that guy. and he's a good guy.. not like some fuckhead who drives a crappy red mazda 3.. feel like scratching every red mazda 3 i see on the road.. better not let me see or else......... I'll....... Grumble and walk away.. hahaha...
Saturday: Rowed 22k with andrew... super tiring.. and i got to see someone.. hmm.. haha.. dunno le.. feel like a sec sch kid.. hahaha...
Sunday: erm... has yet to be decided.. haha...

well, thats the timetable for the week.. it was super exciting, i wish every week could be like that.. its been a while since i've felt satisfied and happy without having someone by my side.. and statisticly, only 4 out of the 20 teammates that i have are attached. so there's no shame in it man.. we're gd-looking, we're smart, we're desirable... so its just a waiting game..

peace out and take care frens....
except to those who i can't stand!
and fuck those who dun give a shit about how other people feel. and leave us standing in the dark.. you all will get what u all deserve.. i promise u that..
this is a warning to all assholes and playas... you'd get whats coming to u one way or another.. so pray hard that the shit doesn't hit the fan cos when that happens. noone's gonna stand by your side.. when the dust clears, i hope you will learn...

Have a nice day :)

2007

alright, so 2006 is is out of the window and into the past. along with army and heartaches. haha..
i guess its a good start for those who exited army just before the new year.
so to start off the new year, here are some of the things that made in onto my top 3 lists of 2006.
Movies: 1) Talledega Nights: the Ballad of Ricky Bobby (kickass show man!!!)
2)Singapore Dreaming (caught it on the plane, super heart warming)
3) Casino Royale ( James Bond as the bad ASS!!! Fu#King Aye!!!!!!)

Songs 1) Disenchanted by My Chemical Romance ( its not released yet but its part of their album. wicked sick song!!)
2) Fix You by ColdPlay (one of the best songs by coldplay Ever....)
3) These streets by Paolo Nutini( these guys pretty big in europe, think they'll be big here.. watch out for them!!)

Favourite Qoutes: 1) ORD LO!!!!!
2) ORD LO!!!!!
3) ORD LO!!!!! ( haha, its the best day of my 2 sucky years in army!!!)

Places that i went in 2006: 1) Liquid Rm ( love the music, freaking awesome, Dj Koflow rocks!) 2) Zouk ( Mambo, need i say more...)
3) S11 Amk ( Chicken Cutlet absolutely mind blowing!!!)

People who i hung out: 1) my FAv girls Alexis and Zeeq and Mr Vain Jerry Ho... though he's missing sometimes.. haha...
2) Ting Ting ( A.k.a: Sotong!!)
3) I, Myself and Me...

well, hopefully its the start of a better year cos 2006 really sucked, on most days...
i feel good about this year already. 2007 is gonna be off the hook..
Many things happened this year, alot of drama, abit too much for my liking if you ask me.
but i kinda realised who will stand by me whenever i'm feeling in the pits. too many occasions that i have to say: "dude, lets go get something to drink, i need to drink!" haha... fortunately, i ain't a alcoholic..
i've also realised that if we try to hold on to something too hard and too long, we will lose it eventually. rather than try to restrain it, let it breathe and it will be yours if you're meant to have it. Eg: I used to love my old PS console, i got it when i was pri 6. i would play with it 24/7 and not wanting to give it time to rest. keot on messing with it. finally it just broke down. well, not entire the same thing but you catch my drift huh.. haha...

to those who had 2006 fucked them over, Cheers Matess!
Here's to a better year :)