troubled

this week was a pretty hectic week, with section movements and jungle stuff. but the most irritating part was the timings for us to book. y do they always have to make us bk out so late. hai... i've been feeling troubled all day long.. y?? its strange cos i suddenly thought about alot of things like what i really want to do with my life? and army sort of put my life on a stand still. its strange that u could feel happy one moment and later everything started slamming into your face. i see all my uni friends all stressed out about their exams that i couldn't help but share abit of their stress.
its difficult to see them push themselves so hard and sound tired and stressed. i mean, i've studied for exams b4 but not like this. nothing like this.

however, on a much happier note, i went out to dinner with a fren and chit chat. i really enjoyed myself, i haven't talked to someone so long for a long time. it was nice. i didn't club, i just sat down with a fren and chatted away.

this week, army's gonna be abit rough, gonna go for a 4 day mission. can't wait for next bk out, but i guess i have to take things one day at a time. the day seems to pass faster that way. actually, i'm kinda sad that wendy's leaving for the states soon. i guess i'll miss her. but who wouldn't miss a fren going overseas for a couple of months.

today i'm not really in the best of moods but last night really made my week, the chocolate cake was AWESOME.. haha, anyways, maybe the title shouldn't be troubled but CHOCOLATE cakeeee.. woooo......

to those taking their exams, all the best. xuan, wdy, leen, bee, chris, sotong......
take care guys...

happy

hello guys.. i'm back from camp for.... 1 day.. this sucks. to those who see the title, it says happy..
so what am i so happy. this will be a long entry, so feel free to leave if u need to go to the toilet, haha :)
1) i got pass a pretty tough week in camp
2) i watched Be cool.. super funny movie. tell u about it later on.
3) i did something i wouldn't do.

ok, cough cough, ahem....
this is your fav film critic who does not get payed to critic. sigh, bo money liao.. haha..
Be Cool, abt this ex hit man going into the music business, played by john travolta. he is super cool can. theres this one scene where some dumbass russian started shooting at him, he just calmly walked out and lit his cig only to find the bald, dumbass russian ran out of bullets. haha, hilarious.
unfortunately, the whole story is relatively weak, with individual scenes rather than a flowing movie... cedric the entertainer and andre 2000 from outkast were really funny as a bunch of black gangstas.. haha.. funny as hell.. i enjoyed it with brudder fab.
i can't believe i actually messaged someone i hardly know. but it was nice, we chatted and it got me through the week, or else it would have been pretty difficult. i was the bloody platoon sgt, soo stressful, always kena fucked by the sgt. y the platoon fall in so late, y this, y that.
hai ya.. nvm la, like wht i've been saying this past week, today is a good day :) get past everyday like there's no tommorrow. time will past faster then.. serious.

i know some of my friends are really stressed now and i'll never be able to understand how they feel neither can i do anything to help them. it sucks to feel that u can't do anything to help your friends, u can only sit back and give them moral support. i really wish we could all go through the tough times together. xuan, bee, leen, chris. i really wish we could get through this difficult period together like how we did in jc. we could do anything, there was no mountain too high, no river too wide for us to overcome. but know this, we'll be there fighting on with u.
ah xian, i dunno whats been bothering u but i hope you'll be able to work things out. take care seXy.. haha..

Think of me
Think of me fondly when we've said goodbye
Remember me
Once in a while, please promise me you'll try
When you find that once again you long to take your heart back and be free
If you ever find a moment
Spare a thought for me
We never said our love was evergreen
Or as unchanging as the sea
But if you can still remember
Stop and think of me
Think of all the things we've shared and seen
Don't think about the way things might've been
think of me
Think of me waking, silent and resigned
Imagine me trying too hard to put you from my mind
Recall those days
Look back on all those times
Think of the things we'll never do
There will never be a day when I won't think of you.

think of me- phantom of the opera sountrack

really nice song, check it out, lyrics also very meaningful.
take care guys, see ya soon :)

Qoute of the day: always look for the good in people.....

i got sooo smashed

hey hey hey..
check this out, i partied at MS last nite. derwin invited me to this party.
the night started off pretty boring but as the night wore on, it was happening. haha...
my brudders, alex and ms sun yanzi were there. btw, it was alex's birthday.
happy birthday to u :)
wanted to drown my worries in alcohol but i couldn't quite do it. dun get me wrong, i tried really hard to drink as much as humanly possible. but i couldn't quite black out. hai...
this has to be the happiest day of my week. i had fun :)

this is a shoutout....
yo brudder jerry, go for the kill man, ya know wht i mean ya.. haha..
brudder fab, i know u were abit troubled last night, but i couldn't have taken care of alex and ms sun and myself. glad u were there brudder...

life is kinda funny in many ways, right now, life is like soo confined cos of army, u absolutely can't do anything u want. your passions and your hobbies have all been put on hold. there r really so many things i wanna do but i just dun have the time to do it. i waste time and sit around waiting for some guy to give an instruction. to make matters worse, i was home for less than 24 hours. i guess i have to suck it up for another week. had a pretty heated conversation with wdy last week. guess sometimes its better to keep things that matter the most to u inside. but i hope things r alright with us. hope we'll still talk as friends.

i'm really tired now, hope i get through another week in camp. take care guys :)