Monday Night

well, ladies and gents..
my weekend was pretty, erm, eventful i should say..
and if you're thinking i'm gonna disclose it on my blog..
no way! too personal la...
moving on, i had a really nice chats with some of my close frens..
thanks so much for toleranting my sobbing state.
talked to alexis till late, like 4 plus.. shit, haven't talked like that in a while..
exchanging lame ass jokes.. it was relieving.
anyways, we decided to meet up with a couple of friends to have a drink.
trust me, i needed a drink sooo bad..
we met at holland V in the evening for dinner and drinks at Wala Wala..
jerry, alexis, Zeeq and even mr fabian joined us just b4 happy hour ended..
and boy did we drink.. i think i spend like 100bucks on drinks last night..
now i'm broke.. broke ass nigga.. hahaha..
i was so happy to know that these guys, amidst their busy schedule, they still came down..
i am super touch lo.. thks guys...
i drank, i drank, i drank, i drank and i drank somemore till i couldn't even walk straight..
check this out.. me and jerry tried some Jackass stunt, we decided to test extinguishing a cig using the palm of our hand..
"AH!!!!!!! fuck, that hurt like shit!!!!" hahaha, i laughed my ass off when jerry did it.
My turn, i stuck the cig into my palm and put it out. yea, it did hurt but it was nothing like the pain i was feeling inside. nothing hurts more than a broken heart..
in the end, my brudder fabian took me home..
respect la bro..
overall, i had a good time..
i dun hate her. i have never had any ill thoughts about what she did.. for once in my life, i felt no hate, no anger, no regrets.. friends tell me that its her lost. but i think its my lost... she deserves so much more than me. she deserves the world and all the wonderful things that life has to offer.
i guess life is like that, you have to treasure the things you have, cos you dunno when it'll be gone. be grateful of the moments that took your breath away and the memories that made you smile. She made me smile and that is all i can ask for. i can't ask for more..
we should not ask more from life but embrace the gifts it bestows on us. cos we are but mere mortals that live in a world filled with miracles that are bigger than all of us..
i wish you the best in your endeavours .
and to my friends who were there for a friend in need. THANK YOU :)

Whooo, Saturday night Live Baby...

here we go..
the lights deem and out comes... A fat dude???
"ladies and gentlemen, pls put your hands together for the one and onlyRussel Peters!!!!"
the crowd goes wild.. standing ovations.. AHHHH!!!! WHOOOO!!!!!!!!!

the evening was simply hilarious!!!
he nailed joke after joke about how cheap indians were, how the english can't pronounce their Ts... the difference between mandarin and cantanese..
It was Good.
It was Funny.
And man, did he rock the house...
i'm glad my date also enjoyed the show, hope it relieved abit of her stress cos with her exams coming up, she's feeling the pressure.. cheer up babe.. it'll be over soon..
got home late... waited for the stupid bus for a pretty long time..
but here's the messed up part,
i saw this kid. no older than 12, smoking away..
My gosh!!! i wanted to slap him and put the cig out..
but to make matters worst, there were other minors puffing away..
and noone seems to find it disturbing.
i wish parents can better educate their young ones...
and if they grow up and still persist on wanting to smoke, by all means, smoke on.. its your life.
but below that age where you still live with your parents and spend their money..
for heavens sake, dun do stupid shit...
feel weak and sick recently, not sure why.. think i might be down with something..
might be the weather.. hope the sky clears soon. its making me feel down..
i think i'm kinda like superman, i need constant exposure to the sun. its my source of energy..
:)