Thursday, October 28, 2004

reading hurts

ever had that feeling that there are things you should not read
cos it'll only make you feel frustrated and angry..
for example, had a fren who read his ex's blog when they won't together..
the fact was he hurt after he read it..
poor guy..
think i'll steer away too..
i'm guessing i'll feel the same way..

P.S: check out jerry's michelin poem..
its the best stuff yet...

Wednesday, October 27, 2004


i just found out my friend's going to new jersy next year for some job attachment for 3 months..
oh man, tht's a really long time..
hope that she enjoys herself and have a great time, its once in a lifetime opportunity..

nothing else to say...
yo xian wei and peng.. here's a shout out to both of you.. hope you guys are doing well and take care :)

Thursday, October 21, 2004


Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Monday, October 18, 2004

exams are here..

this is gonna be moi's last entry till after the big A's..
jus wishing all those taking the A's, all the best and
hope you'll get "more than wht you deserve"
qoute by Mr Dio..
take care :)

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Tk U

school's finally out and before you continue reading, let me warn you, this is gonna be a long entry...

i guess there's alot for me to say about school, after all i 've been in school a year longer than others.
but i know in my heart that njc is a place i'll never forget, from the days of slaving away in the gym, on the track and in the waters of the kallang basin to the :"wht's white, black and pink joke" which is by the way an ambabrus gebra... i've grown quite attached to this place..

as comfortable as it may sound it isn't easy for me to go back to school, even now.. i feel that i don't belong in this school anymore.. my time was up but yet i came back.. it just didn't go.. fortunately my class 03A01 helped.. even so, i missed my quieter and less happening class.. we had a bond that we shared even though we hardly talked.. strange but true.. i also missed my canoeing team mates who have gone through training, scolding and poor academic results together.. it was fun but scary..

i guess when people ask me whether i look forward to NS, i say yes.. not because i want free food and lodgings and certainly not cause of the harsh training.. No. its simply cause i want to be in a place where i feel i truely belong. i belong in NS. all my friends are in there slaving away and i'm out here.. haha, silly issit it.. some people want to skip NS, and here's an idiot wanting in..

life has been really kind to me.. i've got all a man could ask for yet i gotta screw things up for myself.. i have lots of regret, and no where to place them but inside.. but i'm grateful for everything..

finally, this is kinda cliche.. but special thanks to rob, fab, jer, doug, kha, jun, amir, zy, alex, wing, ailin, sim, muay, xiu, bi, beat, may, yan, zq for their extreme hospitality and their cheerfulness..

not forgetting ms shar for introducing her class to me.. thank u...


P.S: oh shit i forget to eat chikan currat today.. gaybian, you're the best :)

Monday, October 11, 2004


guess wht, my eye is damn swollen now... dunno why,
but i suddenly have this urge to go the kranji..
there's this cool hangout that i like..
sweet nostalgia..

P.S: fabian, You're the best... don't wanna miss lin shan, hurts like fuckk..

Sunday, October 10, 2004

A Broken Vow

Tell me her nameI want to know
The way she looks And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

Happy Birthday Ms Ting

guess what, today's our dear Ms ting's birthday...
come on everyone, let's sing a song for her...
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Ms ting, happy birthday to you..

Yippeeee... oh man, i wonder how old ms ting is.. anyways, she'll always look young and radiant like a rock in the sun under the effect of weathering.. haha, i keed, i keed...

deep in our hearts, we know you're the best physical geog teacher anyone could ask for... thanks.

and the best to all in your studying... its close to the end... hang in there :)

Peace :p

P.S: happy birthday christie.........

Friday, October 08, 2004


today was a good day.
i was walking home from the bus stop when i stopped at the zebra crossing.
strangely, there were no signs of cars.
i looked around but only found the sun in my face.
it seemed to smile at me, i could only smile back.
something's amiss.
but what?
little details popped up everyway.
from the ants on the floor to rustling of the leaves.
calm. silent. still.
i observed the surroundings.
"beep Beep..."

the green man came on and i walked home with a sudden lost emotion..
i guess we should take a step back and see the tiny little details around us and appreciate them.
too aften we see what we want in a large perspective but maybe, just maybe, we'll be happier when we see the "little things" in our life....

Cheers Everyone :)

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Never seek to tell thy Love

Never seek to tell thy love,
Love that never told can be:
For the gentle wind does move
Silently, invisibly.

I told my love, I told my love,
I told her all my heart;
Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears,
Ah ! she doth depart.

Soon as she was gone from me,
A traveller came by,
Silently, invisibly:
He took her with a sigh.